We had been talking about the masters who had achieved but a single
masterpiece--the artists and poets who but once in their lives had known
the divine afflatus and touched the high level of perfection. Our host
had been showing us a charming little cabinet picture by a painter whose
name we had never heard, and who, after this single spasmodic bid for
fame, had apparently relapsed into obscurity and mediocrity. There was
some discussion as to the frequency of this phenomenon; during which, I
observed, H--- sat silent, finishing his cigar with a meditative air, and
looking at the picture which was being handed round the table. "I don't
know how common a case it is," he said at last, "but I have seen it. I
have known a poor fellow who painted his one masterpiece, and"--he added
with a smile--"he didn't even paint that. He made his bid for fame and
and manners, and had a great stock of reminiscences. Some one
immediately questioned him further, and while I was engrossed with the
raptures of my neighbour over the little picture, he was induced to tell
his tale. If I were to doubt whether it would bear repeating, I should
only have to remember how that charming woman, our hostess, who had left
the table, ventured back in rustling rose-colour to pronounce our
lingering a want of gallantry, and, finding us a listening circle, sank
into her chair in spite of our cigars, and heard the story out so
graciously that, when the catastrophe was reached, she glanced across at
me and showed me a tear in each of her beautiful eyes.
* * * * *
It relates to my youth, and to Italy: two fine things! (H--- began). I
had arrived late in the evening at Florence, and while I finished my
bottle of wine at supper, had fancied that, tired traveller though I was,
I might pay the city a finer compliment than by going vulgarly to bed. A
narrow passage wandered darkly away out of the little square before my
hotel, and looked as if it bored into the heart of Florence. I followed
it, and at the end of ten minutes emerged upon a great piazza, filled
only with the mild autumn moonlight. Opposite rose the Palazzo Vecchio,
like some huge civic fortress, with the great bell-tower springing from
its embattled verge as a mountain-pine from the edge of a cliff. At its
base, in its projected shadow, gleamed certain dim sculptures which I
wonderingly approached. One of the images, on the left of the palace
door, was a magnificent colossus, shining through the dusky air like a
sentinel who has taken the alarm. In a moment I recognised him as
Michael Angelo's _David_. I turned with a certain relief from his
sinister strength to a slender figure in bronze, stationed beneath the
high light loggia, which opposes the free and elegant span of its arches
to the dead masonry of the palace; a figure supremely shapely and
graceful; gentle, almost, in spite of his holding out with his light
nervous arm the snaky head of the slaughtered Gorgon. His name is
Perseus, and you may read his story, not in the Greek mythology, but in
the memoirs of Benvenuto Cellini. Glancing from one of these fine
fellows to the other, I probably uttered some irrepressible commonplace
of praise, for, as if provoked by my voice, a man rose from the steps of
the loggia, where he had been sitting in the shadow, and addressed me in
good English--a small, slim personage, clad in a sort of black velvet
tunic (as it seemed), and with a mass of auburn hair, which gleamed in
the moonlight, escaping from a little mediaeval birretta. In a tone of
the most insinuating deference he asked me for my "impressions." He
seemed picturesque, fantastic, slightly unreal. Hovering there in this
consecrated neighbourhood, he might have passed for the genius of
aesthetic hospitality--if the genius of aesthetic hospitality were not
commonly some shabby little custode, flourishing a calico
pocket-handkerchief and openly resentful of the divided franc. This
analogy was made none the less complete by the brilliant tirade with
which he greeted my embarrassed silence.
"I have known Florence long, sir, but I have never known her so lovely as
tonight. It's as if the ghosts of her past were abroad in the empty
streets. The present is sleeping; the past hovers about us like a dream
made visible. Fancy the old Florentines strolling up in couples to pass
judgment on the last performance of Michael, of Benvenuto! We should
come in for a precious lesson if we might overhear what they say. The
plainest burgher of them, in his cap and gown, had a taste in the matter!
That was the prime of art, sir. The sun stood high in heaven, and his
broad and equal blaze made the darkest places bright and the dullest eyes
clear. We live in the evening of time! We grope in the gray dusk,
carrying each our poor little taper of selfish and painful wisdom,
holding it up to the great models and to the dim idea, and seeing nothing
but overwhelming greatness and dimness. The days of illumination are
gone! But do you know I fancy--I fancy"--and he grew suddenly almost
familiar in this visionary fervour--"I fancy the light of that time rests
upon us here for an hour! I have never seen the David so grand, the
Perseus so fair! Even the inferior productions of John of Bologna and of
Baccio Bandinelli seem to realise the artist's dream. I feel as if the
moonlit air were charged with the secrets of the masters, and as if,
standing here in religious attention, we might--we might witness a
revelation!" Perceiving at this moment, I suppose, my halting
comprehension reflected in my puzzled face, this interesting rhapsodist
paused and blushed. Then with a melancholy smile, "You think me a
moonstruck charlatan, I suppose. It's not my habit to bang about the
piazza and pounce upon innocent tourists. But tonight, I confess, I am
under the charm. And then, somehow, I fancied you too were an artist!"
"I am not an artist, I am sorry to say, as you must understand the term.
But pray make no apologies. I am also under the charm; your eloquent
remarks have only deepened it."
"If you are not an artist you are worthy to be one!" he rejoined, with an
expressive smile. "A young man who arrives at Florence late in the
evening, and, instead of going prosaically to bed, or hanging over the
traveller's book at his hotel, walks forth without loss of time to pay
his devoirs to the beautiful, is a young man after my own heart!"
The mystery was suddenly solved; my friend was an American! He must have
been, to take the picturesque so prodigiously to heart. "None the less
so, I trust," I answered, "if the young man is a sordid New Yorker."
"New Yorkers have been munificent patrons of art!" he answered, urbanely.
For a moment I was alarmed. Was this midnight reverie mere Yankee
enterprise, and was he simply a desperate brother of the brush who had
posted himself here to extort an "order" from a sauntering tourist? But
I was not called to defend myself. A great brazen note broke suddenly
from the far-off summit of the bell-tower above us, and sounded the first
stroke of midnight. My companion started, apologised for detaining me,
and prepared to retire. But he seemed to offer so lively a promise of
further entertainment that I was indisposed to part with him, and
suggested that we should stroll homeward together. He cordially
assented; so we turned out of the Piazza, passed down before the statued
arcade of the Uffizi, and came out upon the Arno. What course we took I
hardly remember, but we roamed slowly about for an hour, my companion
delivering by snatches a sort of moon-touched aesthetic lecture. I
listened in puzzled fascination, and wondered who the deuce he was. He
confessed with a melancholy but all-respectful head-shake to his American
origin.
"We are the disinherited of Art!" he cried. "We are condemned to be
superficial! We are excluded from the magic circle. The soil of
American perception is a poor little barren artificial deposit. Yes! we
are wedded to imperfection. An American, to excel, has just ten times as
much to learn as a European. We lack the deeper sense. We have neither
taste, nor tact, nor power. How should we have them? Our crude and
garish climate, our silent past, our deafening present, the constant
pressure about us of unlovely circumstance, are as void of all that
nourishes and prompts and inspires the artist, as my sad heart is void of
bitterness in saying so! We poor aspirants must live in perpetual
exile."
"You seem fairly at home in exile," I answered, "and Florence seems to me
a very pretty Siberia. But do you know my own thought? Nothing is so
idle as to talk about our want of a nutritive soil, of opportunity, of
inspiration, and all the rest of it. The worthy part is to do something
fine! There is no law in our glorious Constitution against that. Invent,
create, achieve! No matter if you have to study fifty times as much as
one of these! What else are you an artist for? Be you our Moses," I
added, laughing, and laying my hand on his shoulder, "and lead us out of
the house of bondage!"
"Golden words--golden words, young man!" he cried, with a tender smile.
"'Invent, create, achieve!' Yes, that's our business; I know it well.
Don't take me, in Heaven's name, for one of your barren
complainers--impotent cynics who have neither talent nor faith! I am at
work!"--and he glanced about him and lowered his voice as if this were a
quite peculiar secret--"I'm at work night and day. I have undertaken a
_creation_! I am no Moses; I am only a poor patient artist; but it would
be a fine thing if I were to cause some slender stream of beauty to flow
in our thirsty land! Don't think me a monster of conceit," he went on,
as he saw me smile at the avidity with which he adopted my illustration;
"I confess that I am in one of those moods when great things seem
possible! This is one of my nervous nights--I dream waking! When the
south wind blows over Florence at midnight it seems to coax the soul from
all the fair things locked away in her churches and galleries; it comes
into my own little studio with the moonlight, and sets my heart beating
too deeply for rest. You see I am always adding a thought to my
conception! This evening I felt that I couldn't sleep unless I had
communed with the genius of Buonarotti!"
He seemed deeply versed in local history and tradition, and he expatiated
_con amore_ on the charms of Florence. I gathered that he was an old
resident, and that he had taken the lovely city into his heart. "I owe
her everything," he declared. "It's only since I came here that I have
really lived, intellectually. One by one, all profane desires, all mere
worldly aims, have dropped away from me, and left me nothing but my
pencil, my little note-book" (and he tapped his breast-pocket), "and the
worship of the pure masters--those who were pure because they were
innocent, and those who were pure because they were strong!"
"And have you been very productive all this time?" I asked
sympathetically.
He was silent a while before replying. "Not in the vulgar sense!" he
said at last. "I have chosen never to manifest myself by imperfection.
The good in every performance I have re-absorbed into the generative
force of new creations; the bad--there is always plenty of that--I have
religiously destroyed. I may say, with some satisfaction, that I have
not added a mite to the rubbish of the world. As a proof of my
conscientiousness"--and he stopped short, and eyed me with extraordinary
candour, as if the proof were to be overwhelming--"I have never sold a
picture! 'At least no merchant traffics in my heart!' Do you remember
that divine line in Browning? My little studio has never been profaned
by superficial, feverish, mercenary work. It's a temple of labour, but
of leisure! Art is long. If we work for ourselves, of course we must
hurry. If we work for her, we must often pause. She can wait!"
This had brought us to my hotel door, somewhat to my relief, I confess,
for I had begun to feel unequal to the society of a genius of this heroic
strain. I left him, however, not without expressing a friendly hope that
we should meet again. The next morning my curiosity had not abated; I
was anxious to see him by common daylight. I counted upon meeting him in
one of the many pictorial haunts of Florence, and I was gratified without
delay. I found him in the course of the morning in the Tribune of the
Uffizi--that little treasure-chamber of world-famous things. He had
turned his back on the Venus de' Medici, and with his arms resting on the
rail-mug which protects the pictures, and his head buried in his hands,
he was lost in the contemplation of that superb triptych of Andrea
Mantegna--a work which has neither the material splendour nor the
commanding force of some of its neighbours, but which, glowing there with
the loveliness of patient labour, suits possibly a more constant need of
the soul. I looked at the picture for some time over his shoulder; at
last, with a heavy sigh, he turned away and our eyes met. As he
recognised me a deep blush rose to his face; he fancied, perhaps, that he
had made a fool of himself overnight. But I offered him my hand with a
friendliness which assured him I was not a scoffer. I knew him by his
ardent _chevelure_; otherwise he was much altered. His midnight mood was
over, and he looked as haggard as an actor by daylight. He was far older
than I had supposed, and he had less bravery of costume and gesture. He
seemed the quiet, poor, patient artist he had proclaimed himself, and the
fact that he had never sold a picture was more obvious than glorious. His
velvet coat was threadbare, and his short slouched hat, of an antique
pattern, revealed a rustiness which marked it an "original," and not one
of the picturesque reproductions which brethren of his craft affect. His
eye was mild and heavy, and his expression singularly gentle and
acquiescent; the more so for a certain pallid leanness of visage, which I
hardly knew whether to refer to the consuming fire of genius or to a
meagre diet. A very little talk, however, cleared his brow and brought
back his eloquence.
"And this is your first visit to these enchanted halls?" he cried.
"Happy, thrice happy youth!" And taking me by the arm, he prepared to
lead me to each of the pre-eminent works in turn and show me the cream of
the gallery. But before we left the Mantegna he pressed my arm and gave
it a loving look. "_He_ was not in a hurry," he murmured. "He knew
nothing of 'raw Haste, half-sister to Delay!'" How sound a critic my
friend was I am unable to say, but he was an extremely amusing one;
overflowing with opinions, theories, and sympathies, with disquisition
and gossip and anecdote. He was a shade too sentimental for my own
sympathies, and I fancied he was rather too fond of superfine
discriminations and of discovering subtle intentions in shallow places.
At moments, too, he plunged into the sea of metaphysics, and floundered a
while in waters too deep for intellectual security. But his abounding
knowledge and happy judgment told a touching story of long attentive
hours in this worshipful company; there was a reproach to my wasteful
saunterings in so devoted a culture of opportunity. "There are two
moods," I remember his saying, "in which we may walk through
galleries--the critical and the ideal. They seize us at their pleasure,
and we can never tell which is to take its turn. The critical mood,
oddly, is the genial one, the friendly, the condescending. It relishes
the pretty trivialities of art, its vulgar cleverness, its conscious
graces. It has a kindly greeting for anything which looks as if,
according to his light, the painter had enjoyed doing it--for the little
Dutch cabbages and kettles, for the taper fingers and breezy mantles of
late-coming Madonnas, for the little blue-hilled, pastoral, sceptical
Italian landscapes. Then there are the days of fierce, fastidious
longing--solemn church feasts of the intellect--when all vulgar effort
and all petty success is a weariness, and everything but the best--the
best of the best--disgusts. In these hours we are relentless aristocrats
of taste. We will not take Michael Angelo for granted, we will not
swallow Raphael whole!"
The gallery of the Uffizi is not only rich in its possessions, but
peculiarly fortunate in that fine architectural accident, as one may call
it, which unites it--with the breadth of river and city between them--to
those princely chambers of the Pitti Palace. The Louvre and the Vatican
hardly give you such a sense of sustained inclosure as those long
passages projected over street and stream to establish a sort of
inviolate transition between the two palaces of art. We passed along the
gallery in which those precious drawings by eminent hands hang chaste and
gray above the swirl and murmur of the yellow Arno, and reached the ducal
saloons of the Pitti. Ducal as they are, it must be confessed that they
are imperfect as show-rooms, and that, with their deep-set windows and
their massive mouldings, it is rather a broken light that reaches the
pictured walls. But here the masterpieces hang thick, and you seem to
see them in a luminous atmosphere of their own. And the great saloons,
with their superb dim ceilings, their outer wall in splendid shadow, and
the sombre opposite glow of mellow canvas and dusky gilding, make,
themselves, almost as fine a picture as the Titians and Raphaels they
imperfectly reveal. We lingered briefly before many a Raphael and
Titian; but I saw my friend was impatient, and I suffered him at last to
lead me directly to the goal of our journey--the most tenderly fair of
Raphael's virgins, the Madonna in the Chair. Of all the fine pictures of
the world, it seemed to me this is the one with which criticism has least
to do. None betrays less effort, less of the mechanism of success and of
the irrepressible discord between conception and result, which shows
dimly in so many consummate works. Graceful, human, near to our
sympathies as it is, it has nothing of manner, of method, nothing,
almost, of style; it blooms there in rounded softness, as instinct with
harmony as if it were an immediate exhalation of genius. The figure
melts away the spectator's mind into a sort of passionate tenderness
which he knows not whether he has given to heavenly purity or to earthly
charm. He is intoxicated with the fragrance of the tenderest blossom of
maternity that ever bloomed on earth.
"That's what I call a fine picture," said my companion, after we had
gazed a while in silence. "I have a right to say so, for I have copied
it so often and so carefully that I could repeat it now with my eyes
shut. Other works are of Raphael: this _is_ Raphael himself. Others you
can praise, you can qualify, you can measure, explain, account for: this
you can only love and admire. I don't know in what seeming he walked
among men while this divine mood was upon him; but after it, surely, he
could do nothing but die; this world had nothing more to teach him. Think
of it a while, my friend, and you will admit that I am not raving. Think
of his seeing that spotless image, not for a moment, for a day, in a
happy dream, or a restless fever-fit; not as a poet in a five minutes'
frenzy--time to snatch his phrase and scribble his immortal stanza; but
for days together, while the slow labour of the brush went on, while the
foul vapours of life interposed, and the fancy ached with tension, fixed,
radiant, distinct, as we see it now! What a master, certainly! But ah!
what a seer!"
"Don't you imagine," I answered, "that he had a model, and that some
pretty young woman--"
"As pretty a young woman as you please! It doesn't diminish the miracle!
He took his hint, of course, and the young woman, possibly, sat smiling
before his canvas. But, meanwhile, the painter's idea had taken wings.
No lovely human outline could charm it to vulgar fact. He saw the fair
form made perfect; he rose to the vision without tremor, without effort
of wing; he communed with it face to face, and resolved into finer and
lovelier truth the purity which completes it as the fragrance completes
the rose. That's what they call idealism; the word's vastly abused, but
the thing is good. It's my own creed, at any rate. Lovely Madonna,
model at once and muse, I call you to witness that I too am an idealist!"
"An idealist, then," I said, half jocosely, wishing to provoke him to
further utterance, "is a gentleman who says to Nature in the person of a
beautiful girl, 'Go to, you are all wrong! Your fine is coarse, your
bright is dim, your grace is _gaucherie_. This is the way you should
have done it!' Is not the chance against him?"
He turned upon me almost angrily, but perceiving the genial savour of my
sarcasm, he smiled gravely. "Look at that picture," he said, "and cease
your irreverent mockery! Idealism is _that_! There's no explaining it;
one must feel the flame! It says nothing to Nature, or to any beautiful
girl, that they will not both forgive! It says to the fair woman,
'Accept me as your artist friend, lend me your beautiful face, trust me,
help me, and your eyes shall be half my masterpiece!' No one so loves
and respects the rich realities of nature as the artist whose imagination
caresses and flatters them. He knows what a fact may hold (whether
Raphael knew, you may judge by his portrait, behind us there, of Tommaso
Inghirami); bad his fancy hovers above it, as Anal hovered above the
sleeping prince. There is only one Raphael, bad an artist may still be
an artist. As I said last night, the days of illumination are gone;
visions are rare; we have to look long to see them. But in meditation we
may still cultivate the ideal; round it, smooth it, perfect it. The
result--the result," (here his voice faltered suddenly, and he fixed his
eyes for a moment on the picture; when they met my own again they were
full of tears)--"the result may be less than this; but still it may be
good, it may be _great_!" he cried with vehemence. "It may hang
somewhere, in after years, in goodly company, and keep the artist's
memory warm. Think of being known to mankind after some such fashion as
this! of hanging here through the slow centuries in the gaze of an
altered world; living on and on in the cunning of an eye and hand that
are part of the dust of ages, a delight and a law to remote generations;
making beauty a force and purity an example!"
"Heaven forbid," I said, smiling, "that I should take the wind out of
your sails! But doesn't it occur to you that, besides being strong in
his genius, Raphael was happy in a certain good faith of which we have
lost the trick? There are people, I know, who deny that his spotless
Madonnas are anything more than pretty blondes of that period enhanced by
the Raphaelesque touch, which they declare is a profane touch. Be that
as it may, people's religious and aesthetic needs went arm in arm, and
there was, as I may say, a demand for the Blessed Virgin, visible and
adorable, which must have given firmness to the artist's hand. I am
afraid there is no demand now."
My companion seemed painfully puzzled; he shivered, as it were, in this
chilling blast of scepticism. Then shaking his head with sublime
confidence--"There is always a demand!" he cried; "that ineffable type is
one of the eternal needs of man's heart; but pious souls long for it in
silence, almost in shame. Let it appear, and their faith grows brave.
How _should_ it appear in this corrupt generation? It cannot be made to
order. It could, indeed, when the order came, trumpet-toned, from the
lips of the Church herself, and was addressed to genius panting with
inspiration. But it can spring now only from the soil of passionate
labour and culture. Do you really fancy that while, from time to time, a
man of complete artistic vision is born into the world, that image can
perish? The man who paints it has painted everything. The subject
admits of every perfection--form, colour, expression, composition. It
can be as simple as you please, and yet as rich; as broad and pure, and
yet as full of delicate detail. Think of the chance for flesh in the
little naked, nestling child, irradiating divinity; of the chance for
drapery in the chaste and ample garment of the mother! think of the great
story you compress into that simple theme! Think, above all, of the
mother's face and its ineffable suggestiveness, of the mingled burden of
joy and trouble, the tenderness turned to worship, and the worship turned
to far-seeing pity! Then look at it all in perfect line and lovely
colour, breathing truth and beauty and mastery!"
"Anch' io son pittore!" I cried. "Unless I am mistaken, you have a
masterpiece on the stocks. If you put all that in, you will do more than
Raphael himself did. Let me know when your picture is finished, and
wherever in the wide world I may be, I will post back to Florence and pay
my respects to--the _Madonna of the future_!"
He blushed vividly and gave a heavy sigh, half of protest, half of
resignation. "I don't often mention my picture by name. I detest this
modern custom of premature publicity. A great work needs silence,
privacy, mystery even. And then, do you know, people are so cruel, so
frivolous, so unable to imagine a man's wishing to paint a Madonna at
this time of day, that I have been laughed at--laughed at, sir!" and his
blush deepened to crimson. "I don't know what has prompted me to be so
frank and trustful with you. You look as if you wouldn't laugh at me. My
dear young man"--and he laid his hand on my arm--"I am worthy of respect.
Whatever my talents may be, I am honest. There is nothing grotesque in a
pure ambition, or in a life devoted to it."
There was something so sternly sincere in his look and tone that further
questions seemed impertinent. I had repeated opportunity to ask them,
however, for after this we spent much time together. Daily for a
fortnight, we met by appointment, to see the sights. He knew the city so
well, he had strolled and lounged so often through its streets and
churches and galleries, he was so deeply versed in its greater and lesser
memories, so imbued with the local genius, that he was an altogether
ideal _valet de place_, and I was glad enough to leave my Murray at home,
and gather facts and opinions alike from his gossiping commentary. He
talked of Florence like a lover, and admitted that it was a very old
affair; he had lost his heart to her at first sight. "It's the fashion
to talk of all cities as feminine," he said, "but, as a rule, it's a
monstrous mistake. Is Florence of the same sex as New York, as Chicago?
She is the sole perfect lady of them all; one feels towards her as a lad
in his teens feels to some beautiful older woman with a 'history.' She
fills you with a sort of aspiring gallantry." This disinterested passion
seemed to stand my friend in stead of the common social ties; he led a
lonely life, and cared for nothing but his work. I was duly flattered by
his having taken my frivolous self into his favour, and by his generous
sacrifice of precious hours to my society. We spent many of these hours
among those early paintings in which Florence is so rich, returning ever
and anon, with restless sympathies, to wonder whether these tender
blossoms of art had not a vital fragrance and savour more precious than
the full-fruited knowledge of the later works. We lingered often in the
sepulchral chapel of San Lorenzo, and watched Michael Angelo's
dim-visaged warrior sitting there like some awful Genius of Doubt and
brooding behind his eternal mask upon the mysteries of life. We stood
more than once in the little convent chambers where Fra Angelico wrought
as if an angel indeed had held his hand, and gathered that sense of
scattered dews and early bird-notes which makes an hour among his relics
seem like a morning stroll in some monkish garden. We did all this and
much more--wandered into dark chapels, damp courts, and dusty
palace-rooms, in quest of lingering hints of fresco and lurking treasures
of carving.
I was more and more impressed with my companion's remarkable singleness
of purpose. Everything was a pretext for some wildly idealistic rhapsody
or reverie. Nothing could be seen or said that did not lead him sooner
or later to a glowing discourse on the true, the beautiful, and the good.
If my friend was not a genius, he was certainly a monomaniac; and I found
as great a fascination in watching the odd lights and shades of his
character as if he had been a creature from another planet. He seemed,
indeed, to know very little of this one, and lived and moved altogether
in his own little province of art. A creature more unsullied by the
world it is impossible to conceive, and I often thought it a flaw in his
artistic character that he had not a harmless vice or two. It amused me
greatly at times to think that he was of our shrewd Yankee race; but,
after all, there could be no better token of his American origin than
this high aesthetic fever. The very heat of his devotion was a sign of
conversion; those born to European opportunity manage better to reconcile
enthusiasm with comfort. He had, moreover, all our native mistrust for
intellectual discretion, and our native relish for sonorous superlatives.
As a critic he was very much more generous than just, and his mildest
terms of approbation were "stupendous," "transcendent," and
"incomparable." The small change of admiration seemed to him no coin for
a gentleman to handle; and yet, frank as he was intellectually, he was
personally altogether a mystery. His professions, somehow, were all half-
professions, and his allusions to his work and circumstances left
something dimly ambiguous in the background. He was modest and proud,
and never spoke of his domestic matters. He was evidently poor; yet he
must have had some slender independence, since he could afford to make so
merry over the fact that his culture of ideal beauty had never brought
him a penny. His poverty, I supposed, was his motive for neither
inviting me to his lodging nor mentioning its whereabouts. We met either
in some public place or at my hotel, where I entertained him as freely as
I might without appearing to be prompted by charity. He seemed always
hungry, and this was his nearest approach to human grossness. I made a
point of asking no impertinent questions, but, each time we met, I
ventured to make some respectful allusion to the _magnum opus_, to
inquire, as it were, as to its health and progress. "We are getting on,
with the Lord's help," he would say, with a grave smile. "We are doing
well. You see, I have the grand advantage that I lose no time. These
hours I spend with you are pure profit. They are _suggestive_! Just as
the truly religious soul is always at worship, the genuine artist is
always in labour. He takes his property wherever he finds it, and learns
some precious secret from every object that stands up in the light. If
you but knew the rapture of observation! I gather with every glance some
hint for light, for colour, or relief! When I get home, I pour out my
treasures into the lap of toy Madonna. Oh, I am not idle! _Nulla dies
sine linea_."
I was introduced in Florence to an American lady whose drawing-room had
long formed an attractive place of reunion for the foreign residents. She
lived on a fourth floor, and she was not rich; but she offered her
visitors very good tea, little cakes at option, and conversation not
quite to match. Her conversation had mainly an aesthetic flavour, for
Mrs. Coventry was famously "artistic." Her apartment was a sort of Pitti
Palace _au petit pied_. She possessed "early masters" by the dozen--a
cluster of Peruginos in her dining-room, a Giotto in her boudoir, an
Andrea del Sarto over her drawing-room chimney-piece. Surrounded by
these treasures, and by innumerable bronzes, mosaics, majolica dishes,
and little worm-eaten diptychs covered with angular saints on gilded
backgrounds, our hostess enjoyed the dignity of a sort of high-priestess
of the arts. She always wore on her bosom a huge miniature copy of the
Madonna della Seggiola. Gaining her ear quietly one evening, I asked her
whether she knew that remarkable man, Mr. Theobald.
"Know him!" she exclaimed; "know poor Theobald! All Florence knows him,
his flame-coloured locks, his black velvet coat, his interminable
harangues on the beautiful, and his wondrous Madonna that mortal eye has
never seen, and that mortal patience has quite given up expecting."
"Really," I cried, "you don't believe in his Madonna?"
"My dear ingenuous youth," rejoined my shrewd friend, "has he made a
convert of you? Well, we all believed in him once; he came down upon
Florence and took the town by storm. Another Raphael, at the very least,
had been born among men, and the poor dear United States were to have the
credit of him. Hadn't he the very hair of Raphael flowing down on his
shoulders? The hair, alas, but not the head! We swallowed him whole,
however; we hung upon his lips and proclaimed his genius on the house-
tops. The women were all dying to sit to him for their portraits and be
made immortal, like Leonardo's Joconde. We decided that his manner was a
good deal like Leonardo's--mysterious, and inscrutable, and fascinating.
Mysterious it certainly was; mystery was the beginning and the end of it.
The months passed by, and the miracle hung fire; our master never
produced his masterpiece. He passed hours in the galleries and churches,
posturing, musing, and gazing; he talked more than ever about the
beautiful, but he never put brush to canvas. We had all subscribed, as
it were, to the great performance; but as it never came off people began
to ask for their money again. I was one of the last of the faithful; I
carried devotion so far as to sit to him for my head. If you could have
seen the horrible creature he made of me, you would admit that even a
woman with no more vanity than will tie her bonnet straight must have
cooled off then. The man didn't know the very alphabet of drawing! His
strong point, he intimated, was his sentiment; but is it a consolation,
when one has been painted a fright, to know it has been done with
peculiar gusto? One by one, I confess, we fell away from the faith, and
Mr. Theobald didn't lift his little finger to preserve us. At the first
hint that we were tired of waiting, and that we should like the show to
begin, he was off in a huff. 'Great work requires time, contemplation,
privacy, mystery! O ye of little faith!' We answered that we didn't
insist on a great work; that the five-act tragedy might come at his
convenience; that we merely asked for something to keep us from yawning,
some inexpensive little _lever de rideau_. Hereupon the poor man took
his stand as a genius misconceived and persecuted, an _ame meconnue_, and
washed his hands of us from that hour! No, I believe he does me the
honour to consider me the head and front of the conspiracy formed to nip
his glory in the bud--a bud that has taken twenty years to blossom. Ask
him if he knows me, and he will tell you I am a horribly ugly old woman,
who has vowed his destruction because he won't paint her portrait as a
pendant to Titian's Flora. I fancy that since then he has had none but
chance followers, innocent strangers like yourself, who have taken him at
his word. The mountain is still in labour; I have not heard that the
mouse has been born. I pass him once in a while in the galleries, and he
fixes his great dark eyes on me with a sublimity of indifference, as if I
were a bad copy of a Sassoferrato! It is a long time ago now that I
heard that he was making studies for a Madonna who was to be a _resume_
of all the other Madonnas of the Italian school--like that antique Venus
who borrowed a nose from one great image and an ankle from another. It's
certainly a masterly idea. The parts may be fine, but when I think of my
unhappy portrait I tremble for the whole. He has communicated this
striking idea under the pledge of solemn secrecy to fifty chosen spirits,
to every one he has ever been able to button-hole for five minutes. I
suppose he wants to get an order for it, and he is not to blame; for
Heaven knows how he lives. I see by your blush," my hostess frankly
continued, "that you have been honoured with his confidence. You needn't
be ashamed, my dear young man; a man of your age is none the worse for a
certain generous credulity. Only allow me to give you a word of advice:
keep your credulity out of your pockets! Don't pay for the picture till
it's delivered. You have not been treated to a peep at it, I imagine! No
more have your fifty predecessors in the faith. There are people who
doubt whether there is any picture to be seen. I fancy, myself, that if
one were to get into his studio, one would find something very like the
picture in that tale of Balzac's--a mere mass of incoherent scratches and
daubs, a jumble of dead paint!"
I listened to this pungent recital in silent wonder. It had a painfully
plausible sound, and was not inconsistent with certain shy suspicions of
my own. My hostess was not only a clever woman, but presumably a
generous one. I determined to let my judgment wait upon events. Possibly
she was right; but if she was wrong, she was cruelly wrong! Her version
of my friend's eccentricities made me impatient to see him again and
examine him in the light of public opinion. On our next meeting I
immediately asked him if he knew Mrs. Coventry. He laid his hand on my
arm and gave me a sad smile. "Has she taxed _your_ gallantry at last?"
he asked. "She's a foolish woman. She's frivolous and heartless, and
she pretends to be serious and kind. She prattles about Giotto's second
manner and Vittoria Colonna's liaison with 'Michael'--one would think
that Michael lived across the way and was expected in to take a hand at
whist--but she knows as little about art, and about the conditions of
production, as I know about Buddhism. She profanes sacred words," he
added more vehemently, after a pause. "She cares for you only as some
one to band teacups in that horrible mendacious little parlour of hers,
with its trumpery Peruginos! If you can't dash off a new picture every
three days, and let her hand it round among her guests, she tells them in
plain English that you are an impostor!"
This attempt of mine to test Mrs. Coventry's accuracy was made in the
course of a late afternoon walk to the quiet old church of San Miniato,
on one of the hill-tops which directly overlook the city, from whose
gates you are guided to it by a stony and cypress-bordered walk, which
seems a very fitting avenue to a shrine. No spot is more propitious to
lingering repose than the broad terrace in front of the church, where,
lounging against the parapet, you may glance in slow alternation from the
black and yellow marbles of the church facade, seamed and cracked with
time and wind-sown with a tender flora of its own, down to the full domes
and slender towers of Florence and over to the blue sweep of the wide-
mouthed cup of mountains into whose hollow the little treasure city has
been dropped. I had proposed, as a diversion from the painful memories
evoked by Mrs. Coventry's name, that Theobald should go with me the next
evening to the opera, where some rarely-played work was to be given. He
declined, as I half expected, for I observed that he regularly kept his
evenings in reserve, and never alluded to his manner of passing them.
"You have reminded me before," I said, smiling, "of that charming speech
of the Florentine painter in Alfred de Musset's 'Lorenzaccio': 'I do no
harm to anyone. I pass my days in my studio, On Sunday I go to the
Annunziata or to Santa Mario; the monks think I have a voice; they dress
me in a white gown and a red cap, and I take a share in the choruses;
sometimes I do a little solo: these are the only times I go into public.
In the evening, I visit my sweetheart; when the night is fine, we pass it
on her balcony.' I don't know whether you have a sweetheart, or whether
she has a balcony. But if you are so happy, it's certainly better than
trying to find a charm in a third-rate prima donna."
He made no immediate response, but at last he turned to me solemnly. "Can
you look upon a beautiful woman with reverent eyes?"
"Really," I said, "I don't pretend to be sheepish, but I should be sorry
to think I was impudent." And I asked him what in the world he meant.
When at last I had assured him that I could undertake to temper
admiration with respect, he informed me, with an air of religious
mystery, that it was in his power to introduce me to the most beautiful
woman in Italy--"A beauty with a soul!"
"Upon my word," I cried, "you are extremely fortunate, and that is a most
attractive description."
"This woman's beauty," he went on, "is a lesson, a morality, a poem! It's
my daily study."
Of course, after this, I lost no time in reminding him of what, before we
parted, had taken the shape of a promise. "I feel somehow," he had said,
"as if it were a sort of violation of that privacy in which I have always
contemplated her beauty. This is friendship, my friend. No hint of her
existence has ever fallen from my lips. But with too great a familiarity
we are apt to lose a sense of the real value of things, and you perhaps
will throw some new light upon it and offer a fresher interpretation."
We went accordingly by appointment to a certain ancient house in the
heart of Florence--the precinct of the Mercato Vecchio--and climbed a
dark, steep staircase, to the very summit of the edifice. Theobald's
beauty seemed as loftily exalted above the line of common vision as his
artistic ideal was lifted above the usual practice of men. He passed
without knocking into the dark vestibule of a small apartment, and,
flinging open an inner door, ushered me into a small saloon. The room
seemed mean and sombre, though I caught a glimpse of white curtains
swaying gently at an open window. At a table, near a lamp, sat a woman
dressed in black, working at a piece of embroidery. As Theobald entered
she looked up calmly, with a smile; but seeing me she made a movement of
surprise, and rose with a kind of stately grace. Theobald stepped
forward, took her hand and kissed it, with an indescribable air of
immemorial usage. As he bent his head she looked at me askance, and I
thought she blushed.
"Behold the Serafina!" said Theobald, frankly, waving me forward. "This
is a friend, and a lover of the arts," he added, introducing me. I
received a smile, a curtsey, and a request to be seated.
The most beautiful woman in Italy was a person of a generous Italian type
and of a great simplicity of demeanour. Seated again at her lamp, with
her embroidery, she seemed to have nothing whatever to say. Theobald,
bending towards her in a sort of Platonic ecstasy, asked her a dozen
paternally tender questions as to her health, her state of mind, her
occupations, and the progress of her embroidery, which he examined
minutely and summoned me to admire. It was some portion of an
ecclesiastical vestment--yellow satin wrought with an elaborate design of
silver and gold. She made answer in a full rich voice, but with a
brevity which I hesitated whether to attribute to native reserve or to
the profane constraint of my presence. She had been that morning to
confession; she had also been to market, and had bought a chicken for
dinner. She felt very happy; she had nothing to complain of except that
the people for whom she was making her vestment, and who furnished her
materials, should be willing to put such rotten silver thread into the
garment, as one might say, of the Lord. From time to time, as she took
her slow stitches, she raised her eyes and covered me with a glance which
seemed at first to denote a placid curiosity, but in which, as I saw it
repeated, I thought I perceived the dim glimmer of an attempt to
establish an understanding with me at the expense of our companion.
Meanwhile, as mindful as possible of Theobald's injunction of reverence,
I considered the lady's personal claims to the fine compliment he had
paid her.
That she was indeed a beautiful woman I perceived, after recovering from
the surprise of finding her without the freshness of youth. Her beauty
was of a sort which, in losing youth, loses little of its essential
charm, expressed for the most part as it was in form and structure, and,
as Theobald would have said, in "composition." She was broad and ample,
low-browed and large-eyed, dark and pale. Her thick brown hair hung low
beside her cheek and ear, and seemed to drape her head with a covering as
chaste and formal as the veil of a nun. The poise and carriage of her
head were admirably free and noble, and they were the more effective that
their freedom was at moments discreetly corrected by a little
sanctimonious droop, which harmonised admirably with the level gaze of
her dark and quiet eye. A strong, serene, physical nature, and the
placid temper which comes of no nerves and no troubles, seemed this
lady's comfortable portion. She was dressed in plain dull black, save
for a sort of dark blue kerchief which was folded across her bosom and
exposed a glimpse of her massive throat. Over this kerchief was
suspended a little silver cross. I admired her greatly, and yet with a
large reserve. A certain mild intellectual apathy belonged properly to
her type of beauty, and had always seemed to round and enrich it; but
this _bourgeoise_ Egeria, if I viewed her right, betrayed a rather vulgar
stagnation of mind. There might have been once a dim spiritual light in
her face; but it had long since begun to wane. And furthermore, in plain
prose, she was growing stout. My disappointment amounted very nearly to
complete disenchantment when Theobald, as if to facilitate my covert
inspection, declaring that the lamp was very dim, and that she would ruin
her eyes without more light, rose and fetched a couple of candles from
the mantelpiece, which he placed lighted on the table. In this brighter
illumination I perceived that our hostess was decidedly an elderly woman.
She was neither haggard, nor worn, nor gray; she was simply coarse. The
"soul" which Theobald had promised seemed scarcely worth making such a
point of; it was no deeper mystery than a sort of matronly mildness of
lip and brow. I should have been ready even to declare that that
sanctified bend of the head was nothing more than the trick of a person
constantly working at embroidery. It occurred to me even that it was a
trick of a less innocent sort; for, in spite of the mellow quietude of
her wits, this stately needlewoman dropped a hint that she took the
situation rather less seriously than her friend. When he rose to light
the candles she looked across at me with a quick, intelligent smile, and
tapped her forehead with her forefinger; then, as from a sudden feeling
of compassionate loyalty to poor Theobald, I preserved a blank face, she
gave a little shrug and resumed her work.
What was the relation of this singular couple? Was he the most ardent of
friends or the most reverent of lovers? Did she regard him as an
eccentric swain, whose benevolent admiration of her beauty she was not
ill pleased to humour at this small cost of having him climb into her
little parlour and gossip of summer nights? With her decent and sombre
dress, her simple gravity, and that fine piece of priestly needlework,
she looked like some pious lay-member of a sisterhood, living by special
permission outside her convent walls. Or was she maintained here aloft
by her friend in comfortable leisure, so that he might have before him
the perfect, eternal type, uncorrupted and untarnished by the struggle
for existence? Her shapely hands, I observed, wore very fair and white;
they lacked the traces of what is called honest toil.
"And the pictures, how do they come on?" she asked of Theobald, after a
long pause.
"Finely, finely! I have here a friend whose sympathy and encouragement
give me new faith and ardour."
Our hostess turned to me, gazed at me a moment rather inscrutably, and
then tapping her forehead with the gesture she had used a minute before,
"He has a magnificent genius!" she said, with perfect gravity.
"I am inclined to think so," I answered, with a smile.
"Eh, why do you smile?" she cried. "If you doubt it, you must see the
_bambino_!" And she took the lamp and conducted me to the other side of
the room, where on the wall, in a plain black frame, hung a large drawing
in red chalk. Beneath it was fastened a little howl for holy water. The
drawing represented a very young child, entirely naked, half nestling
back against his mother's gown, but with his two little arms
outstretched, as if in the act of benediction. It was executed with
singular freedom and power, and yet seemed vivid with the sacred bloom of
infancy. A sort of dimpled elegance and grace, mingled with its
boldness, recalled the touch of Correggio. "That's what he can do!" said
my hostess. "It's the blessed little boy whom I lost. It's his very
image, and the Signor Teobaldo gave it me as a gift. He has given me
many things besides!"
I looked at the picture for some time and admired it immensely. Turning
back to Theobald I assured him that if it were hung among the drawings in
the Uffizi and labelled with a glorious name it would hold its own. My
praise seemed to give him extreme pleasure; he pressed my hands, and his
eyes filled with tears. It moved him apparently with the desire to
expatiate on the history of the drawing, for he rose and made his adieux
to our companion, kissing her band with the same mild ardour as before.
It occurred to me that the offer of a similar piece of gallantry on my
own part might help me to know what manner of woman she was. When she
perceived my intention she withdrew her hand, dropped her eyes solemnly,
and made me a severe curtsey. Theobald took my arm and led me rapidly
into the street.
"And what do you think of the divine Serafina?" he cried with fervour.
"It is certainly an excellent style of good looks!" I answered.
He eyed me an instant askance, and then seemed hurried along by the
current of remembrance. "You should have seen the mother and the child
together, seen them as I first saw them--the mother with her head draped
in a shawl, a divine trouble in her face, and the bambino pressed to her
bosom. You would have said, I think, that Raphael had found his match in
common chance. I was coming in, one summer night, from a long walk in
the country, when I met this apparition at the city gate. The woman held
out her hand. I hardly knew whether to say, 'What do you want?' or to
fall down and worship. She asked for a little money. I saw that she was
beautiful and pale; she might have stepped out of the stable of
Bethlehem! I gave her money and helped her on her way into the town. I
had guessed her story. She, too, was a maiden mother, and she had been
turned out into the world in her shame. I felt in all my pulses that
here was my subject marvellously realised. I felt like one of the old
monkish artists who had had a vision. I rescued the poor creatures,
cherished them, watched them as I would have done some precious work of
art, some lovely fragment of fresco discovered in a mouldering cloister.
In a month--as if to deepen and sanctify the sadness and sweetness of it
all--the poor little child died. When she felt that he was going she
held him up to me for ten minutes, and I made that sketch. You saw a
feverish haste in it, I suppose; I wanted to spare the poor little mortal
the pain of his position. After that I doubly valued the mother. She is
the simplest, sweetest, most natural creature that ever bloomed in this
brave old land of Italy. She lives in the memory of her child, in her
gratitude for the scanty kindness I have been able to show her, and in
her simple religion! She is not even conscious of her beauty; my
admiration has never made her vain. Heaven knows that I have made no
secret of it. You must have observed the singular transparency of her
expression, the lovely modesty of her glance. And was there ever such a
truly virginal brow, such a natural classic elegance in the wave of the
hair and the arch of the forehead? I have studied her; I may say I know
her. I have absorbed her little by little; my mind is stamped and
imbued, and I have determined now to clinch the impression; I shall at
last invite her to sit for me!"
"'At last--at last'?" I repeated, in much amazement. "Do you mean that
she has never done so yet?"
"I have not really had--a--a sitting," said Theobald, speaking very
slowly. "I have taken notes, you know; I have got my grand fundamental
impression. That's the great thing! But I have not actually had her as
a model, posed and draped and lighted, before my easel."
What had become for the moment of my perception and my tact I am at a
loss to say; in their absence I was unable to repress a headlong
exclamation. I was destined to regret it. We had stopped at a turning,
beneath a lamp. "My poor friend," I exclaimed, laying my hand on his
shoulder, "you have _dawdled_! She's an old, old woman--for a Madonna!"
It was as if I had brutally struck him; I shall never forget the long,
slow, almost ghastly look of pain, with which he answered me.
"Dawdled?--old, old?" he stammered. "Are you joking?"
"Why, my dear fellow, I suppose you don't take her for a woman of
twenty?"
He drew a long breath and leaned against a house, looking at me with
questioning, protesting, reproachful eyes. At last, starting forward,
and grasping my arm--"Answer me solemnly: does she seem to you truly old?
Is she wrinkled, is she faded, am I blind?"
Then at last I understood the immensity of his illusion how, one by one,
the noiseless years had ebbed away and left him brooding in charmed
inaction, for ever preparing for a work for ever deferred. It seemed to
me almost a kindness now to tell him the plain truth. "I should be sorry
to say you are blind," I answered, "but I think you are deceived. You
have lost time in effortless contemplation. Your friend was once young
and fresh and virginal; but, I protest, that was some years ago. Still,
she has _de beaux restes_. By all means make her sit for you!" I broke
down; his face was too horribly reproachful.
He took off his hat and stood passing his handkerchief mechanically over
his forehead. "_De beaux restes_? I thank you for sparing me the plain
English. I must make up my Madonna out of _de beaux restes_! What a
masterpiece she will be! Old--old! Old--old!" he murmured.
"Never mind her age," I cried, revolted at what I had done, "never mind
my impression of her! You have your memory, your notes, your genius.
Finish your picture in a month. I pronounce it beforehand a masterpiece,
and I hereby offer you for it any sum you may choose to ask."
He stared, but he seemed scarcely to understand me. "Old--old!" he kept
stupidly repeating. "If she is old, what am I? If her beauty has faded,
where--where is my strength? Has life been a dream? Have I worshipped
too long--have I loved too well?" The charm, in truth, was broken. That
the chord of illusion should have snapped at my light accidental touch
showed how it had been weakened by excessive tension. The poor fellow's
sense of wasted time, of vanished opportunity, seemed to roll in upon his
soul in waves of darkness. He suddenly dropped his head and burst into
tears.
I led him homeward with all possible tenderness, but I attempted neither
to check his grief, to restore his equanimity, nor to unsay the hard
truth. When we reached my hotel I tried to induce him to come so.
"We will drink a glass of wine," I said, smiling, "to the completion of
the Madonna."
With a violent effort he held up his head, mused for a moment with a
formidably sombre frown, and then giving me his hand, "I will finish it,"
he cried, "in a month! No, in a fortnight! After all, I have it
_here_!" And he tapped his forehead. "Of course she's old! She can
afford to have it said of her--a woman who has made twenty years pass
like a twelvemonth! Old--old! Why, sir, she shall be eternal!"
I wished to see him safely to his own door, but he waved me back and
walked away with an air of resolution, whistling and swinging his cane. I
waited a moment, and then followed him at a distance, and saw him proceed
to cross the Santa Trinita Bridge. When he reached the middle he
suddenly paused, as if his strength had deserted him, and leaned upon the
parapet gazing over into the river. I was careful to keep him in sight;
I confess that I passed ten very nervous minutes. He recovered himself
at last, and went his way, slowly and with hanging head.
That I had really startled poor Theobald into a bolder use of his long-
garnered stores of knowledge and taste, into the vulgar effort and hazard
of production, seemed at first reason enough for his continued silence
and absence; but as day followed day without his either calling or
sending me a line, and without my meeting him in his customary haunts, in
the galleries, in the Chapel at San Lorenzo, or strolling between the
Arno side and the great hedge-screen of verdure which, along the drive of
the Cascine, throws the fair occupants of barouche and phaeton into such
becoming relief--as for more than a week I got neither tidings nor sight
of him, I began to fear that I had fatally offended him, and that,
instead of giving a wholesome impetus to his talent, I had brutally
paralysed it. I had a wretched suspicion that I had made him ill. My
stay at Florence was drawing to a close, and it was important that,
before resuming my journey, I should assure myself of the truth.
Theobald, to the last, had kept his lodging a mystery, and I was
altogether at a loss where to look for him. The simplest course was to
make inquiry of the beauty of the Mercato Vecchio, and I confess that
unsatisfied curiosity as to the lady herself counselled it as well.
Perhaps I had done her injustice, and she was as immortally fresh and
fair as be conceived her. I was, at any rate, anxious to behold once
more the ripe enchantress who had made twenty years pass as a
twelvemonth. I repaired accordingly, one morning, to her abode, climbed
the interminable staircase, and reached her door. It stood ajar, and as
I hesitated whether to enter, a little serving-maid came clattering out
with an empty kettle, as if she had just performed some savoury errand.
The inner door, too, was open; so I crossed the little vestibule and
entered the room in which I had formerly been received. It had not its
evening aspect. The table, or one end of it, was spread for a late
breakfast, and before it sat a gentleman--an individual, at least, of the
male sex--doing execution upon a beefsteak and onions, and a bottle of
wine. At his elbow, in friendly proximity, was placed the lady of the
house. Her attitude, as I entered, was not that of an enchantress. With
one hand she held in her lap a plate of smoking maccaroni; with the other
she had lifted high in air one of the pendulous filaments of this
succulent compound, and was in the act of slipping it gently down her
throat. On the uncovered end of the table, facing her companion, were
ranged half a dozen small statuettes, of some snuff-coloured substance
resembling terra-cotta. He, brandishing his knife with ardour, was
apparently descanting on their merits.
Evidently I darkened the door. My hostess dropped liner maccaroni--into
her mouth, and rose hastily with a harsh exclamation and a flushed face.
I immediately perceived that the Signora Serafina's secret was even
better worth knowing than I had supposed, and that the way to learn it
was to take it for granted. I summoned my best Italian, I smiled and
bowed and apologised for my intrusion; and in a moment, whether or no I
had dispelled the lady's irritation, I had at least stimulated her
prudence. I was welcome, she said; I must take a seat. This was another
friend of hers--also an artist, she declared with a smile which was
almost amiable. Her companion wiped his moustache and bowed with great
civility. I saw at a glance that he was equal to the situation. He was
presumably the author of the statuettes on the table, and he knew a money-
spending _forestiere_ when he saw one. He was a small wiry man, with a
clever, impudent, tossed-up nose, a sharp little black eye, and waxed
ends to his moustache. On the side of his head he wore jauntily a little
crimson velvet smoking-cap, and I observed that his feet were encased in
brilliant slippers. On Serafina's remarking with dignity that I was the
friend of Mr. Theobald, he broke out into that fantastic French of which
certain Italians are so insistently lavish, and declared with fervour
that Mr. Theobald was a magnificent genius.
"I am sure I don't know," I answered with a shrug. "If you are in a
position to affirm it, you have the advantage of me. I have seen nothing
from his hand but the bambino yonder, which certainly is fine."
He declared that the bambino was a masterpiece, a pure Corregio. It was
only a pity, he added with a knowing laugh, that the sketch had not been
made on some good bit of honeycombed old panel. The stately Serafina
hereupon protested that Mr. Theobald was the soul of honour, and that he
would never lend himself to a deceit. "I am not a judge of genius," she
said, "and I know nothing of pictures. I am but a poor simple widow; but
I know that the Signor Teobaldo has the heart of an angel and the virtue
of a saint. He is my benefactor," she added sententiously. The after-
glow of the somewhat sinister flush with which she had greeted me still
lingered in her cheek, and perhaps did not favour her beauty; I could not
but fancy it a wise custom of Theobald's to visit her only by
candle-light. She was coarse, and her pour adorer was a poet.
"I have the greatest esteem for him," I said; "it is for this reason that
I have been uneasy at not seeing him for ten days. Have you seen him? Is
he perhaps ill?"
"Ill! Heaven forbid!" cried Serafina, with genuine vehemence.
Her companion uttered a rapid expletive, and reproached her with not
having been to see him. She hesitated a moment; then she simpered the
least bit and bridled. "He comes to see me--without reproach! But it
would not be the same for me to go to him, though, indeed, you may almost
call him a man of holy life."
"He has the greatest admiration for you," I said. "He would have been
honoured by your visit."
She looked at me a moment sharply. "More admiration than you. Admit
that!" Of course I protested with all the eloquence at my command, and
my mysterious hostess then confessed that she had taken no fancy to me on
my former visit, and that, Theobald not having returned, she believed I
had poisoned his mind against her. "It would be no kindness to the poor
gentleman, I can tell you that," she said. "He has come to see me every
evening for years. It's a long friendship! No one knows him as well as
I."
"I don't pretend to know him or to understand him," I said. "He's a
mystery! Nevertheless, he seems to me a little--" And I touched my
forehead and waved my hand in the air.
Serafina glanced at her companion a moment, as if for inspiration. He
contented himself with shrugging his shoulders as he filled his glass
again. The _padrona_ hereupon gave me a more softly insinuating smile
than would have seemed likely to bloom on so candid a brow. "It's for
that that I love him!" she said. "The world has so little kindness for
such persons. It laughs at them, and despises them, and cheats them. He
is too good for this wicked life! It's his fancy that he finds a little
Paradise up here in my poor apartment. If he thinks so, how can I help
it? He has a strange belief--really, I ought to be ashamed to tell
you--that I resemble the Blessed Virgin: Heaven forgive me! I let him
think what he pleases, so long as it makes him happy. He was very kind
to me once, and I am not one that forgets a favour. So I receive him
every evening civilly, and ask after his health, and let him look at me
on this side and that! For that matter, I may say it without vanity, I
was worth looking at once! And he's not always amusing, poor man! He
sits sometimes for an hour without speaking a word, or else he talks
away, without stopping, on art and nature, and beauty and duty, and fifty
fine things that are all so much Latin to me. I beg you to understand
that he has never said a word to me that I mightn't decently listen to.
He may be a little cracked, but he's one of the blessed saints."
"Eh!" cried the man, "the blessed saints were all a little cracked!"
Serafina, I fancied, left part of her story untold; but she told enough
of it to make poor Theobald's own statement seem intensely pathetic in
its exalted simplicity. "It's a strange fortune, certainly," she went
on, "to have such a friend as this dear man--a friend who is less than a
lover and more than a friend." I glanced at her companion, who preserved
an impenetrable smile, twisted the end of his moustache, and disposed of
a copious mouthful. Was _he_ less than a lover? "But what will you
have?" Serafina pursued. "In this hard world one must not ask too many
questions; one must take what comes and keep what one gets. I have kept
my good friend for twenty years, and I do hope that, at this time of day,
signore, you have not come to turn him against me!"
I assured her that I had no such design, and that I should vastly regret
disturbing Mr. Theobald's habits or convictions. On the contrary, I was
alarmed about him, and I should immediately go in search of him. She
gave me his address, and a florid account of her sufferings at his non-
appearance. She had not been to him for various reasons; chiefly because
she was afraid of displeasing him, as he had always made such a mystery
of his home. "You might have sent this gentleman!" I ventured to
suggest.
"Ah," cried the gentleman, "he admires the Signora Serafina, but he
wouldn't admire me." And then, confidentially, with his finger on his
nose, "He's a purist!"
I was about to withdraw, after having promised that I would inform the
Signora Serafina of my friend's condition, when her companion, who had
risen from table and girded his loins apparently for the onset, grasped
me gently by the arm, and led me before the row of statuettes. "I
perceive by your conversation, signore, that you are a patron of the
arts. Allow me to request your honourable attention for these modest
products of my own ingenuity. They are brand-new, fresh from my atelier,
and have never been exhibited in public. I have brought them here to
receive the verdict of this dear lady, who is a good critic, for all she
may pretend to the contrary. I am the inventor of this peculiar style of
statuette--of subject, manner, material, everything. Touch them, I pray
you; handle them freely--you needn't fear. Delicate as they look, it is
impossible they should break! My various creations have met with great
success. They are especially admired by Americans. I have sent them all
over Europe--to London, Paris, Vienna! You may have observed some little
specimens in Paris, on the Boulevard, in a shop of which they constitute
the specialty. There is always a crowd about the window. They form a
very pleasing ornament for the mantel-shelf of a gay young bachelor, for
the boudoir of a pretty woman. You couldn't make a prettier present to a
person with whom you wished to exchange a harmless joke. It is not
classic art, signore, of course; but, between ourselves, isn't classic
art sometimes rather a bore? Caricature, burlesque, _la charge_, as the
French say, has hitherto been confined to paper, to the pen and pencil.
Now, it has been my inspiration to introduce it into statuary. For this
purpose I have invented a peculiar plastic compound which you will permit
me not to divulge. That's my secret, signore! It's as light, you
perceive, as cork, and yet as firm as alabaster! I frankly confess that
I really pride myself as much on this little stroke of chemical ingenuity
as upon the other element of novelty in my creations--my types. What do
you say to my types, signore? The idea is bold; does it strike you as
happy? Cats and monkeys--monkeys and cats--all human life is there!
Human life, of course, I mean, viewed with the eye of the satirist! To
combine sculpture and satire, signore, has been my unprecedented
ambition. I flatter myself that I have not egregiously failed."
As this jaunty Juvenal of the chimney-piece delivered himself of his
persuasive allocution, he took up his little groups successively from the
table, held them aloft, turned them about, rapped them with his knuckles,
and gazed at them lovingly, with his head on one side. They consisted
each of a cat and a monkey, fantastically draped, in some preposterously
sentimental conjunction. They exhibited a certain sameness of motive,
and illustrated chiefly the different phases of what, in delicate terms,
may be called gallantry and coquetry; but they were strikingly clever and
expressive, and were at once very perfect cats and monkeys and very
natural men and women. I confess, however, that they failed to amuse me.
I was doubtless not in a mood to enjoy them, for they seemed to me
peculiarly cynical and vulgar. Their imitative felicity was revolting.
As I looked askance at the complacent little artist, brandishing them
between finger and thumb and caressing them with an amorous eye, he
seemed to me himself little more than an exceptionally intelligent ape. I
mustered an admiring grin, however, and he blew another blast. "My
figures are studied from life! I have a little menagerie of monkeys
whose frolics I contemplate by the hour. As for the cats, one has only
to look out of one's back window! Since I have begun to examine these
expressive little brutes, I have made many profound observations.
Speaking, signore, to a man of imagination, I may say that my little
designs are not without a philosophy of their own. Truly, I don't know
whether the cats and monkeys imitate us, or whether it's we who imitate
them." I congratulated him on his philosophy, and he resumed: "You will
do use the honour to admit that I have handled my subjects with delicacy.
Eh, it was needed, signore! I have been free, but not too free--eh? Just
a hint, you know! You may see as much or as little as you please. These
little groups, however, are no measure of my invention. If you will
favour me with a call at my studio, I think that you will admit that my
combinations are really infinite. I likewise execute figures to command.
You have perhaps some little motive--the fruit of your philosophy of
life, signore--which you would like to have interpreted. I can promise
to work it up to your satisfaction; it shall be as malicious as you
please! Allow me to present you with my card, and to remind you that my
prices are moderate. Only sixty francs for a little group like that. My
statuettes are as durable as bronze--_aere perennius_, signore--and,
between ourselves, I think they are more amusing!"
As I pocketed his card I glanced at Madonna Serafina, wondering whether
she had an eye for contrasts. She had picked up one of the little
couples and was tenderly dusting it with a feather broom.
What I had just seen and heard had so deepened my compassionate interest
in my deluded friend that I took a summary leave, making my way directly
to the house designated by this remarkable woman. It was in an obscure
corner of the opposite side of the town, and presented a sombre and
squalid appearance. An old woman in the doorway, on my inquiring for
Theobald, ushered me in with a mumbled blessing and an expression of
relief at the poor gentleman having a friend. His lodging seemed to
consist of a single room at the top of the house. On getting no answer
to my knock, I opened the door, supposing that he was absent, so that it
gave me a certain shock to find him sitting there helpless and dumb. He
was seated near the single window, facing an easel which supported a
large canvas. On my entering he looked up at me blankly, without
changing his position, which was that of absolute lassitude and
dejection, his arms loosely folded, his legs stretched before him, his
head hanging on his breast. Advancing into the room I perceived that his
face vividly corresponded with his attitude. He was pale, haggard, and
unshaven, and his dull and sunken eye gazed at me without a spark of
recognition. I had been afraid that he would greet me with fierce
reproaches, as the cruelly officious patron who had turned his
contentment to bitterness, and I was relieved to find that my appearance
awakened no visible resentment. "Don't you know me?" I asked, as I put
out my hand. "Have you already forgotten me?"
He made no response, kept his position stupidly, and left me staring
about the room. It spoke most plaintively for itself. Shabby, sordid,
naked, it contained, beyond the wretched bed, but the scantiest provision
for personal comfort. It was bedroom at once and studio--a grim ghost of
a studio. A few dusty casts and prints on the walls, three or four old
canvases turned face inward, and a rusty-looking colour-box, formed, with
the easel at the window, the sum of its appurtenances. The place
savoured horribly of poverty. Its only wealth was the picture on the
easel, presumably the famous Madonna. Averted as this was from the door,
I was unable to see its face; but at last, sickened by the vacant misery
of the spot, I passed behind Theobald, eagerly and tenderly. I can
hardly say that I was surprised at what I found--a canvas that was a mere
dead blank, cracked and discoloured by time. This was his immortal work!
Though not surprised, I confess I was powerfully moved, and I think that
for five minutes I could not have trusted myself to speak. At last my
silent nearness affected him; he stirred and turned, and then rose and
looked at me with a slowly kindling eye. I murmured some kind
ineffective nothings about his being ill and needing advice and care, but
he seemed absorbed in the effort to recall distinctly what had last
passed between us. "You were right," he said, with a pitiful smile, "I
am a dawdler! I am a failure! I shall do nothing more in this world.
You opened my eyes; and, though the truth is bitter, I bear you no
grudge. Amen! I have been sitting here for a week, face to face with
the truth, with the past, with my weakness and poverty and nullity. I
shall never touch a brush! I believe I have neither eaten nor slept.
Look at that canvas!" he went on, as I relieved my emotion in an urgent
request that he would come home with me and dine. "That was to have
contained my masterpiece! Isn't it a promising foundation? The elements
of it are all _here_." And he tapped his forehead with that mystic
confidence which had marked the gesture before. "If I could only
transpose them into some brain that has the hand, the will! Since I have
been sitting here taking stock of my intellects, I have come to believe
that I have the material for a hundred masterpieces. But my hand is
paralysed now, and they will never be painted. I never began! I waited
and waited to be worthier to begin, and wasted my life in preparation.
While I fancied my creation was growing it was dying. I have taken it
all too hard! Michael Angelo didn't, when he went at the Lorenzo! He
did his best at a venture, and his venture is immortal. _That's_ mine!"
And he pointed with a gesture I shall never forget at the empty canvas.
"I suppose we are a genus by ourselves in the providential scheme--we
talents that can't act, that can't do nor dare! We take it out in talk,
in plans and promises, in study, in visions! But our visions, let me
tell you," he cried, with a toss of his head, "have a way of being
brilliant, and a man has not lived in vain who has seen the things I have
seen! Of course you will not believe in them when that bit of worm-eaten
cloth is all I have to show for them; but to convince you, to enchant and
astound the world, I need only the hand of Raphael. His brain I already
have. A pity, you will say, that I haven't his modesty! Ah, let me
boast and babble now; it's all I have left! I am the half of a genius!
Where in the wide world is my other half? Lodged perhaps in the vulgar
soul, the cunning, ready fingers of some dull copyist or some trivial
artisan, who turns out by the dozen his easy prodigies of touch! But
it's not for me to sneer at him; he at least does something. He's not a
dawdler! Well for me if I had been vulgar and clever and reckless, if I
could have shut my eyes and taken my leap."
What to say to the poor fellow, what to do for him, seemed hard to
determine; I chiefly felt that I must break the spell of his present
inaction, and remove him from the haunted atmosphere of the little room
it was such a cruel irony to call a studio. I cannot say I persuaded him
to come out with me; he simply suffered himself to be led, and when we
began to walk in the open air I was able to appreciate his pitifully
weakened condition. Nevertheless, he seemed in a certain way to revive,
and murmured at last that he should like to go to the Pitti Gallery. I
shall never forget our melancholy stroll through those gorgeous halls,
every picture on whose walls seemed, even to my own sympathetic vision,
to glow with a sort of insolent renewal of strength and lustre. The eyes
and lips of the great portraits appeared to smile in ineffable scorn of
the dejected pretender who had dreamed of competing with their triumphant
authors; the celestial candour, even, of the Madonna of the Chair, as we
paused in perfect silence before her, was tinged with the sinister irony
of the women of Leonardo. Perfect silence, indeed, marked our whole
progress--the silence of a deep farewell; for I felt in all my pulses, as
Theobald, leaning on my arm, dragged one heavy foot after the other, that
he was looking his last. When we came out he was so exhausted that
instead of taking him to my hotel to dine, I called a carriage and drove
him straight to his own poor lodging. He had sunk into an extraordinary
lethargy; he lay back in the carriage, with his eyes closed, as pale as
death, his faint breathing interrupted at intervals by a sudden gasp,
like a smothered sob or a vain attempt to speak. With the help of the
old woman who had admitted me before, and who emerged from a dark back
court, I contrived to lead him up the long steep staircase and lay him on
his wretched bed. To her I gave him in charge, while I prepared in all
haste to seek a physician. But she followed me out of the room with a
pitiful clasping of her hands.
"Poor, dear, blessed gentleman," she murmured; "is he dying?"
"Possibly. How long has he been thus?"
"Since a certain night he passed ten days ago. I came up in the morning
to make his poor bed, and found him sitting up in his clothes before that
great canvas he keeps there. Poor, dear, strange man, he says his
prayers to it! He had not been to bed, nor since then, properly! What
has happened to him? Has he found out about the Serafina?" she
whispered, with a glittering eye and a toothless grin.
"Prove at least that one old woman can be faithful," I said, "and watch
him well till I come back." My return was delayed, through the absence
of the English physician, who was away on a round of visits, and whom I
vainly pursued from house to house before I overtook him. I brought him
to Theobald's bedside none too soon. A violent fever had seized our
patient, and the case was evidently grave. A couple of hours later I
knew that he had brain fever. From this moment I was with him
constantly; but I am far from wishing to describe his illness.
Excessively painful to witness, it was happily brief. Life burned out in
delirium. One night in particular that I passed at his pillow, listening
to his wild snatches of regret, of aspiration, of rapture and awe at the
phantasmal pictures with which his brain seemed to swarm, comes back to
my memory now like some stray page from a lost masterpiece of tragedy.
Before a week was over we had buried him in the little Protestant
cemetery on the way to Fiesole. The Signora Serafina, whom I had caused
to be informed of his illness, had come in person, I was told, to inquire
about its progress; but she was absent from his funeral, which was
attended by but a scanty concourse of mourners. Half a dozen old
Florentine sojourners, in spite of the prolonged estrangement which had
preceded his death, had felt the kindly impulse to honour his grave.
Among them was my friend Mrs. Coventry, whom I found, on my departure,
waiting in her carriage at the gate of the cemetery.
"Well," she said, relieving at last with a significant smile the
solemnity of our immediate greeting, "and the great Madonna? Have you
seen her, after all?"
"I have seen her," I said; "she is mine--by bequest. But I shall never
show her to you."
"And why not, pray?"
"My dear Mrs. Coventry, you would not understand her!"
"Upon my word, you are polite."
"Excuse me; I am sad and vexed and bitter." And with reprehensible
rudeness I marched away. I was excessively impatient to leave Florence;
my friend's dark spirit seemed diffused through all things. I had packed
my trunk to start for Rome that night, and meanwhile, to beguile my
unrest, I aimlessly paced the streets. Chance led me at last to the
church of San Lorenzo. Remembering poor Theobald's phrase about Michael
Angelo--"He did his best at a venture"--I went in and turned my steps to
the chapel of the tombs. Viewing in sadness the sadness of its immortal
treasures, I fancied, while I stood there, that they needed no ampler
commentary than these simple words. As I passed through the church again
to leave it, a woman, turning away from one of the side altars, met me
face to face. The black shawl depending from her head draped
picturesquely the handsome visage of Madonna Serafina. She stopped as
she recognised me, and I saw that she wished to speak. Her eye was
bright, and her ample bosom heaved in a way that seemed to portend a
certain sharpness of reproach. But the expression of my own face,
apparently, drew the sting from her resentment, and she addressed me in a
tone in which bitterness was tempered by a sort of dogged resignation. "I
know it was you, now, that separated us," she said. "It was a pity he
ever brought you to see me! Of course, you couldn't think of me as he
did. Well, the Lord gave him, the Lord has taken him. I have just paid
for a nine days' mass for his soul. And I can tell you this, signore--I
never deceived him. Who put it into his head that I was made to live on
holy thoughts and fine phrases? It was his own fancy, and it pleased him
to think so.--Did he suffer much?" she added more softly, after a pause.
"His sufferings were great, but they were short."
"And did he speak of me?" She had hesitated and dropped her eyes; she
raised them with her question, and revealed in their sombre stillness a
gleam of feminine confidence which, for the moment, revived and illumined
her beauty. Poor Theobald! Whatever name he had given his passion, it
was still her fine eyes that had charmed him.
"Be contented, madam," I answered, gravely.
She dropped her eyes again and was silent. Then exhaling a full rich
sigh, as she gathered her shawl together--"He was a magnificent genius!"
I bowed, and we separated.
Passing through a narrow side street on my way back to my hotel, I
perceived above a doorway a sign which it seemed to me I had read before.
I suddenly remembered that it was identical with the superscription of a
card that I had carried for an hour in my waistcoat pocket. On the
threshold stood the ingenious artist whose claims to public favour were
thus distinctly signalised, smoking a pipe in the evening air, and giving
the finishing polish with a bit of rag to one of his inimitable
"combinations." I caught the expressive curl of a couple of tails. He
recognised me, removed his little red cap with a most obsequious bow, and
motioned me to enter his studio. I returned his salute and passed on,
vexed with the apparition. For a week afterwards, whenever I was seized
among the ruins of triumphant Rome with some peculiarly poignant memory
of Theobald's transcendent illusions and deplorable failure, I seemed to
hear a fantastic, impertinent murmur, "Cats and monkeys, monkeys and
cats; all human life there!"